some people say the only thing worse than getting caught doing something you shouldn't be doing is being ignored about the whole thing. they somehow rationalize that it's better to get caught and have a negative interaction with others than to have no interaction at all.
well so far this doesn't seem to be playing out. although I'm not really doing anything wrong it's nice to just be ignored for a while. maybe it will get old. maybe the time will come when it's like hey look at me I still exist. for the time being it's enough just knowing that I'm going to stand in front of an infinite eternal creator and and this creator will open The book of Life and say, "let's see what we have here." actually that's kind of horrifying. but it certainly keeps me company.
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