just a short recap

2016 mother in law dies

2017 wife goes into ER blood pressure 233.

2017 i chop off my upper lip. doctor sews it on

2018 wife diagnosed kidney failure

2018 wife files for divorce after 33 years

2018 i change jobs

2019 divorce final

2019 my mom dies

2019 my ex-wife dies

2020 i get fired

2020 Covid-19 may mess up my big year

2020 move for 3rd time in 2 years

i offer to run the details by president Trump, but he declines claiming he's too busy.

I'm all funned out.
life no longer seems like a big adventure bursting with new possibilities.